Been addicted to Heroes lately. I mean, I finished Season 1 and Season 2 in 3days, it sounds more like obsession than addiction to me. When Heroes first came out i was really reluctant to follow the series, because everybody's loving it, and i was kinda like an electron guy who loves to flow against the current. But turns out it's really great. Put aside the super powers which i still wish i can have, there's really a great deal of human philosophy in it. Like finding your purpose in this world, discovering people's imperfectness, and how one's doing affect the others. Recommended for those still finding their purpose in holidays, those like me.

Fetched mum around this afternoon and went Sunway. Sadly when we needed to go up the parking lot she said :"Get out of the car you son of a bitch i don't think you can handle it!" Obviously i made that up but u get my point. Of course i would've done that too if i was in her place, damn i nearly crushed someone's "car door" earlier. LOL.

Been having a strange mood lately, like depression(not sure how to define that). It feels like you have nothing to do, nothing to live for. Even Hiro Nakamura has to save the world. And i'm sitting here watching time flies, doing nothing. Feel sad for unknown reasons, depressed, want to talk about it to someone, anyone, but don't really feel like connecting to anyone. Some things you can't tell to some friends, it really sucks. Nobody's there for you. Well i'm really repelling at times. Kinda trying to hold back when you're too close to someone, afraid of opening up, but can't really figure out what u're scared of. I guess i really need someone to understand me, coz i don't really understand me anymore.



I'm exploding.