Radiohead -- Creep

When you were here before
Couldnt look you in the eye
Youre just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
Youre so fuckin special

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.

I dont care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When Im not around
Youre so fuckin special
I wish I was special

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.

Shes running out again,
Shes running out
Shes run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
Youre so fuckin special
I wish I was special...

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.
I dont belong here.

I guess the strongest and most persistent trait in me is my fragility. Amazing how the slightest bit of a problem affects me and tears me down piece by piece. Gets even harder without your soulmate around. Ahh. Let's hope things get better with time.


...and sorry for my extremely bitchy repellence recently. Cheers~

LUST

Ever feel like wanting to be with someone that a disaster would happen if you do? Yeah. It just feels so right when it's supposed to feel wrong. It's just something us Earthlings are programmed to feel. We tend to go for things we can't have, simply the fun of breaking the rules, and the excitement of the whole progress. After doing or owning the particular thing we go about dramatizing it, because it deserves a drama to us, but not worth a shit to others.

It's hard to ignore you, who appear endlessly in front of me, having me there for a moment thinking if it's fate or something. You're pretty good at the game, publicly acknowledged, really caught me off guard there. At the time I doubted if I should give things a push, but escalating would be the greatest mistake and the heaviest guilt on me, I thought. I was wrong. If I had known earlier you're such a player. After all, all i have for you is just a lustful desire.

麦来乱

眼泪碱 哭到眼泪 不碱 过一天 痛一天 一天亲像 一冬
过一冬 你又找阮 开讲 你说你 你想我 我的一冬 拢无采工

最怕你
讲你犹原思念 搁再给阮希望
最怕你 说你爱我 心搁破洞 我搁山崩

电话我也不接 找我我也不睬
麦来乱 无缘的人 麦搁来乱 去爱别人

真感谢 感谢你的 陪伴 自屏东 到基隆 走过这多 美梦
·梦醒了 咱是无缘 的人 拜託你 麦回头 麦搁问我 目眶怎红

为怎样 我奈这白目 我奈这饭桶 啊
明知影 你是这危险 啊搁学不会 闪
放着你 甲我的青春 甲我的生活 拢拆吃入腹