Well finally the real last day of SPM(for me) had passed ^^ Though EST objective paper was not what i had in mind, i actually had to use my brain. XD Everyone was like 'WooHoo~~~' after the test but it didn't really matter coz it was like just 40 people.

She dated me for breakfast. LOL. Such a great girl, too bad she's always bullied by people and the worse is she enjoys every moment of it! Phew~ But i really want her to be happy, enjoy, and hopefully find a guy who loves her as much as she loves him. And i hope i'll still on her in-need list for a long time. ^^

We decided to end our lesson at Shendy just now. Another ending.......It signifies the end of me touching instruments and making noise with our 5+1. Such a waste we didn't really have a nice name...lol.

Gonna work starting next month hopefully and maybe i'll buy something BIG with my pays ^^


Die-hard Coldplay fan, Neo

Duh

1.30am

I still can't sleep. Having EST papers tomorrow, but i feel like holiday already. =D In fact i felt like holiday all the time, even during exams. Too relaxed i suppose. That's why holidays are'nt really a big deal for me, except i can wake up late, but i sleep in classes anyway. Never a serious person.
The Joker: Why so serious??!!
Being a serious person could be good or bad at times. A wise one knows exactly when to be serious, when to play, when to say the right thing, when to crap. Too bad i'm not wise. Duh, i guess it's a discontinuous variation. I don't really recall myself saying serious stuffs to anyone, quite a waste~
The thing about being 'not so serious' and indisciplined is that you won't know what's gonna happen next. Always carried by natural flow of things and you couln't care less. How's that compared to a planned life and a serious attitude towards life? Some say a strategy for everything is the way of life. I would just disagree. You can't possibly enjoy your planned life more than just facing what's coming and plan later.XD

But then again, this comes from a person having serious insomnia and practically procrastinate every chance he could and he still has an SPM paper tomorrow.



Needing a manual of sleeping
NEO

Keane -- Everybody's Changing

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

12.20am

I actually planned to study now but i'm really in blogging mood after coming across a friend's blog. Peter's. Well I didn't know he's quite a blogger but I love his posts. At least i'm featured in one of his posts. XD Got me into 叙旧-ing i guess. Can't believe he still remembers the lottery ticket.LOL.
Been thinking alot lately. Sometimes about mitosis or BOD or loop of Henle, sometimes about all those memories in high school, and the latter always got the most of me.
I don't really feel comfortable about the whole 'growing up' idea or whatsoever. It's like everything's gonna change from now on. Some things would be left undone and unsaid. I'm sure everyone is gonna have their regrets. For God's sake i'm regretting already!
What have i done in 5 years?
I can't really answer that question. I guess at an instance nobody could really answer.Lol.
Let's start from Form1
I don't really recall much details in form1...swt. Hui Fern said i always ran like siao kia to the canteen last time. (Did i...???) Anyway, i was stil a baba, with a clean cut, round specs, long socks, and with my belt which i didnt wear for years already..zz. Initially in 1A2, but then got switched to A3, 1class apart from my cousin. Joined band for unknown reasons. And the basketball team. Notable friends are Wooi Fun and Suphey. And Pei Lian and Poh Hui. And Chong Ming and Chian Hwa. It's the whole class i guess =] I'm glad I actually rekindled some friendship in form1 that cooled down for a few years this year. Like Wooi Fun, Jacob(tho he always bullied me ='[ ), Hong Ming, and Joanne probably.
Form2
Still a noobie. I got 3rd in school.(haha!) To quote Coldplay, I used to rule the world,seas would rise when i gave the words. Sat with KahLun the 1st day bcz we both wanted to sit near the backdoor i suppose. Ding was with JunYeaw for unknown reasons.hehe. They had LOTS of fights that we can't help but laugh secretly. HAHA. Such male bitches. Then i kinda 'chased' a girl for the 1st time. LMAO. Still funny everytime i thought of it.LOL. I practiced my drumming everyday in form2, probably inspired by Brian. He's one of the most influential figure in my band life, n probably real life i suppose. Whenever i was lazy or smtg i'll think of him and the motivation somehow showed up. The urge to surpass him i guess. =]

Suddenly recalled that i wrote something like this in one of my earliest blog post. LOL.
Felt sissy writing these kind of stuffs, but it's good for expressing oneself. Probably lights up someone's day out there.

P/S College or form6? A dilemma i wouldn't even think of if OPS din ask...zz



Something random from Foo Lian.
How old are you? = 怎么老是你?



Signing off, The Neo

Written during insomnia

I'm not the philosopher type, but time flies really fast here during adolescent.
All of a sudden tomorrow is the last official school day. And it's four days to SPM.
Things changed a lot around me. Refer to my form 1 student pic.
Some friends remain nobly single throughout high school. Some fell in love and are still together with their loved ones. Some fell in love n fell out of love.
Even the U.S has changed. What about the Neo?
To say the truth i don't think i've changed at all. I don't want a change. I want things to stay the same as now, going through the same boring routine everyday.

#We made a toast to the next step, but I guess i never took it.#

Random

Random quote presented by NEO
(For guys only)

A friend tells u when he got laid with his girlfriend.
A close friend allows u to watch him and his girlfriend having sex.
A so-called-best friend calls u to have a threesome together with his girlfriend!!!!!
(Eww)
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A true friend tells u to stay away from his girlfriend;
He knows it will eventually lead to a broken friendship.




By NEO