What do I like to do?

It's hard when you're a young man just about to live your 20s. In a guy's 20s, he either makes it or he doesn't, there are no in-betweens. Most guys have no idea of what they're doing at 20. Yea, me neither. This might just be the longest period of time where i have absolutely nothing to do and nowhere to be. They say this is the right time to seriously plan for your future. Heck, I don't even know what to do tomorrow, don't even ask me what course I'm going to do. I don't have any idea, I don't wanna think about it. I just don't have the passion right now. If a man without his passion is a man without his dick, I'm dickless right now. Just the thought of transition is scaring me. I don't wanna go into a hostile environment. I'm still reluctant to grow up. That's why I've become kinda boring lately. I like to do things that i used to do, with people i used to do it with, and at places i used to do it in. It's just my way of resisting change.

But now, it's time to sleep.