不怕死

已经尽量两天不动电脑了，算很厉害了啦。

明天，就是马来西亚一群最不怕死的九一年小孩子继SPM九个月后第一次考试。我都差点忘了那种奇妙的情绪。

希望大家不要被压力击溃，毕竟第一次罢了，我们又不用成绩分班。


想到考试后的大餐，令我想关掉电脑马上继续读书。 ~_~、

38

终于我升级成为真男人， 体温已经上升到38度。


妈的，刚要开始读书跟我来酱的东西。

Dependency

I guess i finally understand the 'oneitis' concept and the consequences that come with it.

(Oneitis is actually a psychological 'disease' where you tend to think that one particular girl is so special and worth hanging around, where the 'cure' for this disease is GFTOW(Go Find/Fuck Ten Other Women) = =)


It's really killing me inside. I hate this feeling.

Perhaps it's only the long term loneliness that keeps hallucinating me, drugging me to think that maybe it wasn't bad love after all.

Still, I couldn't help myself from labeling you as the missing part of me.


What can i do?


雨眠

作詞：阿信　作曲：阿信　編曲：五月天

親愛的你甘放未記　彼個有你的暗眠　雨聲撞不停
你親像溫柔的海浪　棉被底下的代誌　已經不再可能

天頂是小雨落不停　海底是眼屎落未漧　我是雲一朵
命運將你我逗作陣　享受到愛人的甜蜜　再將你和我拆分開

親愛的　親愛的　你所講過的話　哪會到今仔日　攏總無地找
人生太無知　愛情是什麼　永遠太空虛　無人擔當的起
將你的　將我的　昨日說過的話　放水流　受風吹　葬入海底
將你放未記　永遠麥想起　你是彼粒星　飛過我的天頂　又擱是落雨的暗眠

Sick.

之前真的像不怕死，遇到人生病就去抱一下，安慰人，说我们不应该疏远及避开那些生病的人。做到那个pattern还蛮伟大的啦。

好咯，现在自己中了。 = =

可能太久没有生病，自以为免疫力超强。

原来生病真的还蛮不舒服的，因为生病不是一种rock'n'roll的style. 头痛到要睡也不能那种，然后什么都不能做，呆在那边到差不多要开始写遗书了。

头痛一整天了就呕满一整个马桶。

以为发烧，隔天早上就跑去见医生。

听听几下，就帮我量体温。

只有36.1 度。


~


害到整个场面尴尬到半死。还好医生是熟人，不然给人家笑。

我想可能是面对电脑太久吧。= =




好冷血的我~

回來吧

作詞：阿信　作曲：阿信　編曲：五月天

那年煙花　滿天幸福的爆炸　看　他的眼睛　捨不得眨　倒映著火花
他笑著說　相愛就要幸福呀　懂　但是我們　都把幸福　揮霍完了嗎

回憶　越美　越可怕　越掙扎　眼淚越是要落下

回來吧　難道你不懷念嗎　最深愛時你曾說過　我們就是童話
回來吧　我還一直在等啊　我一直在等啊
我會永遠在這裡　只要你回來吧

所有的人　都說時間是魔法　說　總有一天　我能忘記　最深愛的他
為什麼呢　想念每天都增加　痛　鑽進靈魂　佔據回憶　在生命發芽

吶喊　掙扎　期待的　未來啊　難道這麼算了嗎


回來吧　難道你不懷念嗎　最深愛時你曾說過　我們就是童話
回來吧　我還一直在等啊　我一直在等啊　不管有什麼代價


快回來吧　期待的未來這麼算了嗎
快回來吧

Yesterday by The Beatles

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

LOVE LIFE 珍爱生命 永不放弃

Love life.

Please wash your hands as often as possible. LOL.

Seriously, H1N1 is getting really bad-ass. I don't deny that I'm really scared right now, people around me cough and sneeze the whole time. In fact I feel like having a light fever. Let's hope this terror we're having would vanish from the face of earth as soon as possible. Though I'd like to have some holidays. = =